他反对就反对
亦都跟你爱下去
犹如在大战炮火里
毫无惧色冲过去
谁狂怒谁拦路
谁话我共谁不登对
无能力与霸权比赛
还是可比他多老几岁
二百年后在一起
应该不怕旁人不服气
团圆或者晚了廿个十年
仍然未舍弃
换个时代在一起
等荆棘满途全枯死
这盼望很悠长
亦决心等到尾
等得起
先殉了情不对
未反击过已后退
宁凭着耐性与骨气
维持自尊撑过去
谁强韧谁长寿
谁便算胜利击不碎
仍然共你企在这里
捱着等身边指控死去
二百年后在一起
应该不怕旁人不服气
谁人又可控诉廿个十年
仍然未舍弃
换个时代在一起
等荆棘满途全枯死
这盼望很悠长
撑到尾
就算贫病或失忆
都争口气从旁保护你
顽强地等再过廿个十年
等整个世界换风气
历劫还是在一起
这种坚决无人可比
看战事多悠长
亦决心打到尾
心不死
Tired. Just done with my bathing. Hai~ I think Im running fever. Headache. Already taken medicine. Now is so much better. Hmmm. I cant fall sick now. Even if I fall sick now also nobody to take care of me. NOOOOO~ Im in need of money now so I have to work work work. NO OFF and NO SPENDING. Sian. Gotta stop clubbing for the time being. Omg. Plus so many people birthday fall on this month. Argh. Can I dont spend money on their present?! And the bills. Holy shit. Really broke. Wanting to have a rich boyfriend. Then he can pay the bills for me. :) In my dreams...
Today working at Robinsons (CentrePoint). Woke up early and went to work early. While Im taking the train from Sembawang to Somerset. There was a group of 3 "xiao fei" beside me. They were busy with their talking. One of them (female with long ugly hair) standing next to me, maybe is not standing next to me but is leaning against me. There was spaces for them to move further in. But that damn "xiao fei" keeping swinging her hair like helping me to sweep the dust from my arm. Fuck. What is she trying to do. I was trying to hint her to move further away from me. I threw my bag on the floor; keep making noises; calling my mom and complain. I did everything to catch her attention. However, she and her friends just didnt care. I was thinking if i got a pair of scissors. Ha. I confirm give her free hair cut. Oh gosh. Dont ever let me see her again. If not I will tear off her skin.
Finally my rest day! I planned so many things to do today. But everything's gone. Just because someone put aeroplane. Fine. Resting at home; getting more and more tired. Everyday work sleep eat training. Having my rest day just slacking at home is a waste of home. If like this, I rather work than staying at home. Dont feel like staying at home but nobody free to entertain me. Even ask someone to come out slack, drink coffee, also cant find a single person. My life is so damn boring. Im tired. Oh please, Marina Sands, faster hire me. I want a brand new lifestyle. Reborn. Now I know I cant depend on others. I really need to stand alone. By myself. Stop being a cirus clown among my friends. They dont need me, and so do I.
Work at jackpot room today, so woke up at 7am. Meeting chucky for breakfast at NTUC Foodfair at 8.15am. I was late as usual. Ha. 9.29 am reached Bt Batok CSC. Work work work, until 5.30. Got ourselves prepared for basketball training. Damn. Today's training damn tired. Maybe because of working in the morning. But damn pissed off of what the coach said to me. Even though I was so tired, I still pushed myself to run and tried to score. Now Im badly injuried. My arms, my knee cap, and the whole left leg. Im striving so hard to get into main 5 but what I get in the end. All the blames, injuries and scolding. And the coach just kept saying me(anyhow run, anyhow shoot, anyhow anyhow anyhow). I really had enough of his bullshit. Can he stop bugging me for once. Im getting irritated. Thinking of quitting the team, but I enjoyed playing basketball. Hai~ I dont want to give up so easily. How.. I want to WIN!Another thing which makes me pissed off. Someone promised to meet on Saturday and said wont put aeroplane. End up, empty promises. And I proposely take off on that day. argh~ Fed up. I hate this kind of people. If you cant do what you promised, then dont make the promise. Sickening freak. Hate it, hate it, hate it.
Yesterday, woke up around 1pm. Prepared myself and went to meet up with my cousin, Jenifer. She is a primary school tutor and she wanted to buy stickers for her students. So we headed to Orchard. Went to Taka, Cineleisure, Centrepoint and Plaza Singapura. And you know what she bought?! 3 stickers. That day really very boring. After we had our Yami Yogurt, we went back home. Reached Sembawang around 6.30pm. Cooled myself down at home. 7.15pm went out to meet Wave. Both of us planned to have dinner together, so we went to Woodlands(Causeway Point). At that time, we dont feel like eating yet. Without hesitating, we watched a movie(Horsemen). Its a very suckling movie; just ended with no ending. It lasted only 1 hr 45 mins *toot* Waste money-cum-time. We keep complaining about the movie on our way down to the ground floor. Time: 9.30pm, still not feeling hungry. Cracking our brains to think what we can do. Suddenly, Wave got an idea. "Lets walk back to Sembawang!" My reaction was like okay. Thats was a wrong decision. So we started walking. Its was a super tiring walk which I wont never ever wants to walk again. Sweating like tap water or after a few hours of bballing. Omg. I guessed people who saw us walking will thought that we gone crazy. There is still services line for us; train, bus and even cab. Yet we choose to walk. Wow. Well done. Finally, we saw Sun Plaza. Its was like heaven to us. And we decided to have our dinner at Mcdonald after 1 hr of walking. We really need air-con. Finished dinner. Home sweet home. Whole body was so sticky. yucks. Bath and had a good night rest. Peace!!PS: DONT WATCH HORSEMEN!!! ITS SUCK.
AND NEVER WALK FROM WOODLANDS TO SEMBAWANG!
